I am the grinch

It’s almost Christmas time, agh this time of year really annoys and irritates me. All the Christmas Carolers annoy me. When I walk past them at the mall I just want to scream.
” shut up! No one wants to hear your shitty music.”

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I don’t actually say it. I keep ALOT to my self. I think i want to spend these holidays alone.
” but what about the tamales and other good food?”
id be just as happy with a hamburger from wendys.But I know what your thinking
” this girl is the grinch.” Maybe it’s because for all the Christmases that I’ve lived through have been ruined.
My family does things different than most family’s. As you know Christmas is a time where someone is surrounded by family and friends, while enjoying quality time together. My family goes their separate ways for Christmas, and I hate it. My mom,sisters ,brother and I go with my moms side of the family, while my father goes with his sisters. Sometimes my brother and some cousins don’t even go because My family talks to much shit. I actually feel very uncomfortable with my own family. I just sit in a little corner alone and upset.

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I don’t get presents because since most of my family don’t have papers they don’t get paid a lot. Our tree actually looks beautiful, just very lonely.

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At about nine my father starts bitching at my mom to get home, and when we do my parents start fighting and arguing.

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They yell some very intense stuff. Stuff I wish I could forget that they said to each other. I don’t think that they know that the stuff they do could really traumatize me. But finally the night ends with me crying myself to sleep.

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And repeat for New Years. These are my ” happy holidays.”

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